Rudyard Kipling"
“When you're left wounded on Afganistan's plains and
the women come out to cut up what remains, Just roll to your rifle
and blow out your brains,
And go to your God like a soldier”
General Douglas MacArthur"
“We are not retreating. We are advancing in another direction.”
“It is fatal to enter any war without the will to win it.” “Old soldiers never die; they just fade away.
“The soldier, above all other people, prays for peace, for he must suffer and be the deepest wounds and scars of war.”
“May God have mercy upon my enemies, because I won't .” “The object of war is not to die for your country but to make the other bastard die for his.
“Nobody ever defended, there is only attack and attack and attack some more.
“It is foolish and wrong to mourn the men who died. Rather we should thank God that such men lived.
The Soldier stood and faced God
Which must always come to pass
He hoped his shoes were shining
Just as bright as his brass
"Step forward you Soldier,
How shall I deal with you?
Have you always turned the other cheek?
To My Church have you been true?"
"No, Lord, I guess I ain't
Because those of us who carry guns
Can't always be a saint."
I've had to work on Sundays
And at times my talk was tough,
And sometimes I've been violent,
Because the world is awfully rough.
But, I never took a penny
That wasn't mine to keep.
Though I worked a lot of overtime
When the bills got just too steep,
The Soldier squared his shoulders and said
And I never passed a cry for help
Though at times I shook with fear,
And sometimes, God forgive me,
I've wept unmanly tears.
I know I don't deserve a place
Among the people here.
They never wanted me around
Except to calm their fears.
If you've a place for me here,
Lord, It needn't be so grand,
I never expected or had too much,
But if you don't, I'll understand."
There was silence all around the throne
Where the saints had often trod
As the Soldier waited quietly,
For the judgment of his God.
"Step forward now, you Soldier,
You've borne your burden well.
Walk peacefully on Heaven's streets,
You've done your time in Hell."
‘She was not there’: Athletics icons rebut Marina Chin on cash prizes By Frankie D'Cruz
Thursday, September 11, 2025
FMT : National sports award winners say Marina’s account of how the RM5,000 incentives were handled does not reflect what they were told at the time.
PETALING JAYA:
The row over unpaid RM5,000 cash prizes for Malaysia’s top athletes of
the year between 1966 and 1982 has deepened, with athletics greats
pushing back against remarks by Marina Chin.
Chin, sportswoman of the year in 1976 and
1977, had said in a press statement that athletes of her era could not
accept direct cash rewards without risking their amateur status. She said the prize money was channelled instead to national sports associations.
But national champions say she was not privy to what happened when the awards were introduced.Marina
Chin, sportswoman of the year in 1976 and 1977, whose remarks on the
cash prize controversy have drawn angry responses from fellow athletics
greats.
They insist they were told their cash incentives would be kept for them and paid upon retirement. “I am sorry if I have misunderstood the understanding of the rest,” Marina later told FMT in response to criticism. “I am not a spokesperson for anybody. I just voiced my opinion as I knew it because there are always two sides to a story.
“And it is not fair to paint a bad
picture of NSAs, MSN and KBS who are trying their level best to develop
sports in our beloved country.” She denied ever telling M Rajamani that she received RM3,000 for her second award in 1977, as alleged.
“I do not remember ever telling her that.
I did not receive the money. Anyway, checking will show that the amount
in 1977 was RM2,000,” she said. Marina stressed that she was not denying what others had been told. “I was not privy to the conversation they had with the late Tun Ghazali Shafie. Recollections may vary.”
“It’s my money”
Rajamani, Malaysia’s first sportswoman of the year in 1966, was blunt in her rebuttal. “For a person who knew nothing about what happened when I got the award, Marina is confusing everyone,” she said.
She recalled Ghazali, then president of
the Malaysian Amateur Athletics Union (MAAU), telling her the money
would be given to her upon retirement. “How would Marina know all this when she was just a schoolgirl then?” she asked.
Rajamani, who also won the award in 1967, said she never received her RM10,000 total. In 1991, she wrote to MAAU asking how the money had been used but never got a reply. “Instead, I was kept away from MAAU activities. I became the black sheep,” she said. She added that if she ever received the money, she would use it to help needy athletes.
“She wasn’t there”
Race walking great V Subramaniam, sportsman of the year in 1978, said he too was promised his award after retirement. “Was Marina there when this happened?” he
asked. He said Ghazali personally assured him after he handed over his
prize cheque, with then assistant secretary Thangathurai as the witness.
Khoo Chong Beng, the 1975 winner, said the same promise, made to him by Ghazali, should be honoured. Junaidah Aman, sportswoman of the year in 1971 and 1972, was “disappointed” by Marina’s remarks. “Who is she to speak on our behalf? What does she know about what was spoken by Ghazali to the winners?” she said.
Zaiton
Othman and sprinter Rabuan Pit holding their sportswoman and sportsman
of the year trophies in 1982. Both never received the RM5,000 cash prize
that came with the award. (Facebook pic)
Athletics all-rounder Zaiton Othman, the
1982 sportswoman of the year, said she never received her RM5,000, and
neither did sprinter Rabuan Pit, the sportsman of the year in the same
year.
“Thanks to Subramaniam, Chong Beng and
Rajamani for tirelessly and endlessly fighting not only for their rights
but also the rights of the other award winners,” said Zaiton. It is believed all winners between 1966
and 1982 may have been affected. Some athletes did not want to talk
about it, failed to reply to messages, while others could not be
reached.
What a mess
In her earlier statement, Marina said she
had been made to understand at the time that accepting cash would have
affected her amateur status. “All financial allocations were routed
through the associations to fund talent development, training and
competition participation,” she said.
She urged the national sports council and sports associations to publish records of how funds from the awards were disbursed. “If a review finds any shortfalls or legitimate claims, corrective action should be taken honourably,” she said.
The wider controversy erupted after FMT
reported that at least 10 top athletes never received their awards,
including hockey great M Mahendran, cycling legend Ng Joo Ngan, bowling
champion JB Koo and badminton icon Sylvia Ng. The youth and sports ministry has since
said it will help resolve the issue. Malaysia Athletics has formed a
task force to investigate.
The Malaysian Hockey Confederation has
repaid the RM5,000 to Mahendran, while the national cycling federation
has pledged to pay Ng Joo Ngan his cash prize from 1970.
As investigations continue, the former
athletes hope their voices will finally ensure future champions never
face the same uncertainty.